Morphine Reduction Update
27th October 2011
Aaaarrrrgggghhhh!
Yup my body is protesting like f@&£ (pardon my symbolic language) and I'm so damn jittery. I'm getting pain where I didn't know I could get pain and it's hard to get my muscles going at the moment. There's some dizziness too, and if anyone moans at me today they're likely to get their head bitten off (gggrrrooowwwl).
Oh yeah I feel like crying all the time too...
Why did they give me this bloody drug? I just wish I could dump all of the stuff I take and just be a relatively abnormal human with a weird sense of humour, a lot of love to give (that's always there whatever) and useful to people. Right now I feel useless and very alone. I'm stuck in this drug induced hell with nowhere to go but up or down and right now down looks good whilst up Is a steep climb... Better try going up then...
• All poems written by J R A Gigney unless stated.
You lost my comment. Google. Now I've got to write it all again, but I haven't got time... Aaargh!
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Auntie Gee
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