Poem Number Forgotten

Past keeps haunting,
But past should be past.
Stay in the moment,
Or you're mind will fade fast.

J R A Gigney
11 February 2013

Poem number whatever

Don't know whether to laugh or cry.
Not even sure how to.
Taking stock of life again.
Feel like I'm never winning.
It's hard to sometimes look ahead,
Sometimes hard to step forward.
Trying to make me understand,
And other people too.
A part of me is losing again,
But another part just fights.
Sometimes in the wrong direction,
Partially in the right.
My mind just rambles.
I think too much,
Even when there's lots to do.
I can't stop my mind from racing,
Can't seem to fight the fears.
I'm not being a drama queen,
Like some people think.
Just honest...
Feels like I broke meself again...


J R A Gigney
11 February 2013